Hello RAGOM,
This is Melody, Barney 10-308's forever mom. It is with great sadness that I write to let you know that my beautiful little love bug got his angel wings and crossed rainbow bridge on Friday, July 1st. "Sir Barney", as we lovingly referred to him, was the absolutely light of our lives for the five and a half years he was with us. His spirit and smile were absolutely contagious and he truly lived to love us, and everyone he met, every single day. To everyone's surprise (including my wonderful vet) he was diagnosed with end stage (stage 4) chronic kidney disease in early April. My heart sank when they gave me the news and told me that he would have, at best, up to 6 months until the disease would take him. With the loving guidance and assistance of an amazing vet, a holistic vet, a nutritionist, an herbalist specializing in kidney support, a healer, and a multitude of loving family members and friends, he held on with all of his might as long as he could...."smiling" his beautiful little golden smile the entire time. Ultimately we couldn't stop the disease, and on July 1st, with me by his side, we helped him say goodbye and released him from the prison that his poor little body had become. This beautiful little soul was the light of my life from the moment we first laid eyes on each other. He brought so much love, joy, humor and gentleness into this world, and my life was forever changed because of him. My little boy taught me the greatest of life's lessons in his last days. To live in the moment. To always be present. To do what makes you happy, and most importantly, to love with everything you have. His time here, while short, was never wasted. He found joy in everything!! While it was heartbreaking to watch this horrible disease take him slowly every day, it gave us the opportunity to REALLY appreciate every day that we had with him. To take those slow drives to nowhere, every day, with the top off the jeep, the sun in your face, and the wind in your fur! To take those slow walks through the woods and stop and watch the world and enjoy the beauty. To cuddle up and love each other every night. It taught us all how to be present, and not waste the time we had remaining. And for that, we lived and loved more in 2.5 months then some people live in an entire lifetime. My beautiful boy may be gone from this world, but his smile will forever light the corners of my heart. Amazing how one little dog can make such a huge impact, but that was Barney....he didn't do anything half way! Thank you RAGOM, for bringing us together. For allowing us to have five beautiful years together, and for making sure that my sweet little boy had the opportunity to be loved like he deserved to be, with all of our hearts. Barney will be forever loved and dearly missed. Until we meet again little love, run like the wind and fly with angel's wings!!! WE ALL Love you to the moon (and back!) sweet pea! |
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Barney with his girl Autumn |
Barney the backseat driver |
Barney with Colton |
Dreaming |
Easter Barney |
Just enjoying the park |
Little Stinker |
Mommy Barney Love |
Mommy's beautiful boy |
Thanks for a GRReat day, Mom |